i stayed home today and ended up going to the doctor thinking i had a sinus infection. turns out i just sprained a muscle in my chest and that’s why it’s been so hard to breathe. I also have depression and that is why I’m always so tired. I thought that had to do with being sick from allergies but I guess not. I refuse to take medication for it though. Depression is natural so it can be healed naturally. I’d rather not take some easy way out which wouldn’t do me any good because I’d be dependent on it.

I’d rather just get happy the real way.