i’m tired of the rainy weather and school and finals!! AHHH. can’t wait for this weekend, I start my job and get out at like 4-5pm so i’ll have all night to partayyy fri and sat and maybe even sun. Everyones going to be down (minus Nicole :[) but i’m pretty excited. If everything goes as planned i’ll be in wildwood all summer.

to catch up.

Last week was really fucking weird. I’ve learned that people are very different in person and physically being around someone who is paranoid and insecure blows and makes me feel uncomfortable and angry. I also don’t understand how someone could be so self-centered and unappriciative when I took time out of my busy weekly scheduale (and my parents) to spend every waking moment with them and all they did was make me feel like I was doing something wrong just because I was not doing what they expected of me. To say I was appalled would be an understatement. Everyone is too selfish.

also.

I honestly don’t know if I want a relationship right now. I like being single and being able to talk to whomever I want to without worrying about doing the wrong thing. It also makes me a lot more confident knowing I have so many options and so many people are trying to talk to me, even if i don’t like them in that way. Not saying I would pass up a good thing if it comes around, but clearly most guys aren’t worth shit.