There isn’t much to say really. The days have been long and eventful for the past four days, I’ve met new people and had a lot of fun with them. I’d go into detail but then I would be writing a novel. I’ve developed a crush on someone I’ve recently met, but the problem is that he is everything I say I never want. Physical attraction is there for sure, but there is so much to him that bothers me but I can’t help but feel a certain way for him, you know when you get those little butterflies in your stomach whenever someone even mentions them. BAHAHA. But I think he puts on such a facade to cover up his insecurities, UGH i don’t want to write it on this so… (If you want to know more about this guy Eric, I will just have to tell you over aim or the phone because I don’t want to put his personal buisness out there on tumblr. Nor do I want to write how I feel on this because i’d feel really gay.) Anyway… It’s only Tuesday when it feels like Friday. I guess because I don’t have school. It’s such a tease because come Monday I’ll be back there and still be stuck in break mode. My parents still have not returned home from our house in Jersey. I don’t really mind. I wish I got more money for my birthday because the twenties are going way too quick on absolutely nothing. For the most part I have been very happy, going out everynight with my long lost friends and some new. There’s always something to do and I always find myself enjoying the night, but I feel as if something is missing whenever I return home. Not like something is missing exactly, that was the wrong choice of words… not quite sure what I’m trying to say here.. hmm. Like, I need more than just this. There we go. I need more in my life than just this. Not saying I don’t love everything about my friends and what we do together, but I need something else. Not sure what that something else is, but when I find it i’ll get back to you.